Nov 15, 2012

Dear Childhood Friends

Camiguin




I wish I could write what is in my heart now. Convey in written words the solitude I feel while looking at the ocean.

The people in our island do not talk about these things. They just are.

 The mountains and the sea are a part of them. Their talk and their easy way of taking life in is a proof. There is no hurry; even vehicles take their time, moving like turtles in one lane road. And yes, the entire road has already been cemented. You could not see "Men at work" or "Under construction” signs anymore.

Technology has reached our island yet it has not made life fast paced.

The only thing I notice now is that children don’t play outside with the moon anymore. They don’t play the games we used to play; the patentero, the tago-tagoan, the slipper games and the campfires!

They don’t go to the sea when it is low tide and full moon. We used to go and make bonfires. We talk and scare each other with horror stories we heard from people older than us.

In the sea with the fire burning we sit circle on our chosen rocks and stones. We feel that what we were doing was sacred though we did not realize it then. The moment was ours and our soul was one. We love feeling each other's presence in the night. Our faces lightened by the moon. We were beautiful and we don’t know it. And the sea loved us. 

The dark and the white reflection of the moon in the horizon is a shining sword. We were anointed. The breeze and the sound of the shore, they gave their blessings to us.

I love us and how we were as children. We talk about anything. We don’t think about the future. We imagine. We could not turn back time but I wish now that we could still imagine like we used to do it way back then under the moon. And the sunsets! The many sunsets! I wish we could look at life as we look at sunsets - we know that the day has been beautiful.

Wherever you are, I wish we could all meet again under the moon and talk and tell stories of our wanderings and say that it has been good, it has really been good.


 -Gang2(tabulyogang)
 
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